The Best I Had

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I can’t sleep at night

The memories with you haunt me

I thought I knew what love was

I thought I would be happy

I don’t eat well

I forgot how to smile

Everytime I reach for the phone

It’s your number I wanna dial

I’m going completely insane

Feels like I’ll suffocate and die

Don’t feel like doing anything

Except lay on my bed and cry

Is it the things I do?

Is it the things I say?

I wonder what made you do this

Why did you walk away?

You just left

Saying without me you’ll be fine

But what about me, I needed you

I needed your hand in mine

I thought we had a future

A future I often would plan

The design of my gown, the shape of our cake

Who’ll be my bride’s maid and your best man?

Your hands around me

Something that made my heart skip a beat

I miss your kisses the way it felt on my lips

The passion and the heat

Love is giving, love is sharing

Sacrifice makes love strong

Whoever came up with this load of crap

Was disillusioned and wrong

I begged and cried don’t leave

Even though I was used

I pleaded don’t let go

Even though I was abused

I wished I realised you didn’t love me

And that you were playing a game

You selfish man what did you get

After putting me through misery and shame

She sure is pretty

She must be awesome in bed

No wonder you forgot the promises you made

And forgot everything you said

So many questions I want to ask

So many answers I want to find

Congratulations you son of a bitch

You successfully drove me off my mind

Friends think I’m going crazy

Mummy thinks I’m going mad

Your memories bring tears to my eyes

You were the best I ever had

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